Well I have to admit that I am a loser in most of the spheres of life. Be it anything I have not got that level of success that I always crave for.
Now my biggest loss comes in the field of love. I have fallen in love many a times but twice I think I have totally devoted myself to her and both the times I got nothing but a kick from her. Well that’s how I got paid from her side. Never mind. I kind of deserved it. Unrequited love and what else!
Now there are songs that always increase my pain and I really like it. No I am no masochist but this is true.
For example, jet city woman by queensryche. What a song, the agony of the lover is portrayed so well and the lyrics are so strong that it wanna make you cry.
Then take this song by 3 doors down- here without you, another song worth listening when you are feeling blue. There are lots of songs that will help you ease your pain and also there are songs that will increase that pain. I follow the latter. This song might decrease your pain but these songs just increase mine and I kinda like it. Come on I think it’s the way I can perform a little bit of penance of my misdeeds. Falling in love, going quiet mad for her, showing her love. All fucking bullshit! I should have never fallen in love. I have no one to blame but me. But then again it was a kind of experience that though was bad for me I will always cherish throughout my life. At least it gave mea lesson that have changed my outlook.
I thank all those girls who have rejected me. Thank you. I am sane just because of you all. Your rejection has made the man out of me and I am fool for your loving no more.
Incubus was right……”love hurts but sometimes it’s a good hurt”
